It's amazing

It's amazing to think that you spend your life trying to make something work, just to find out that it was never working to begin with.

It's amazing to realize that someone that you thought loved you, really couldn't care less.

It's amazing to wake up one day and just know that there is no emotion left in anything that you do.

It's amazing to have to try and figure out what your next move will be, and how you will possibly move on yet again.

It's amazing to know that after all the tries, and false starts, and failed attempts, that being alone really is the only option.

It's amazing that no matter how much you try to convince yourself that you aren't hurt and that you'll be ok, you can't really believe it.

Sometimes the things that amaze me aren't good. But they are still amazing.