I don't know what is going on with me. I'm feeling so blah today. I don't know what I want or need to feel better. I guess I'm just in one of my moods.
This week has been a doozy. I've been sick all week, combined with the joys of my monthly visitor, and now there is something funky going on with my eye. It hurts and the lid is swollen. I look like Quasimodo.
When I get in these little funks, I feel like nothing in the world is going right. I feel like I'm not loved enough, like I'm not good enough, and my self-esteem hits rock bottom. It makes no sense. I sure as heck can't figure it out.
I sorta just want to go home and lay in bed. I think part of my problem is the anticipation of Kendal being with her "father" all weekend. Sure, there aren't overnights yet, but still, I miss her all day while she's gone. It's hard.
Maybe I'll see if my wonderfulamazinghandsomefunnysweet boyfriend wants to do something different this weekend. We don't have either of the kids. Maybe a long drive. Just go exploring. That could be fun. At least tomorrow the sun will be out. Beats this rainy, gloomy day.
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Friday, July 23, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Children are germ bags
Yes, I said it. Children are little germ bags. They carry illness and pass it on like it's their job. And mine does it with a smile on her face and a song in her heart.
I took the babe to see her cousin at my parents house on Saturday. I get there, and my niece has snot running down her face like crazy. Wonderful. But I'm already there, so let the germ fest commence. The girls played and had a great time.
Sunday my little one decides she wants to sleep her life away, and by late afternoon there is that damn runny nose. Oh well. She's with her cousin almost everyday (my sister babysits), so I'm used to them sharing their colds. But that also means I know what's next.
That's right. You guessed it. I'm sick. As a dog. It got to the point today where my TEETH hurt I was so head-achy and congested. I barely made it home without having a nervous breakdown because of the endless dripping of my nose and the ache in my entire body. Why do I get it 10 times worse than the children that gave it to me? It's just wrong.
But, all in all, that's why there is Sudafed and Advil. Illness is just a hazard of the job. I'm just thankful that the baby isn't nearly as miserable as I am. She's just happy and running around. And I have to catch her every 10 minutes to wipe her snot.
I took the babe to see her cousin at my parents house on Saturday. I get there, and my niece has snot running down her face like crazy. Wonderful. But I'm already there, so let the germ fest commence. The girls played and had a great time.
Sunday my little one decides she wants to sleep her life away, and by late afternoon there is that damn runny nose. Oh well. She's with her cousin almost everyday (my sister babysits), so I'm used to them sharing their colds. But that also means I know what's next.
That's right. You guessed it. I'm sick. As a dog. It got to the point today where my TEETH hurt I was so head-achy and congested. I barely made it home without having a nervous breakdown because of the endless dripping of my nose and the ache in my entire body. Why do I get it 10 times worse than the children that gave it to me? It's just wrong.
But, all in all, that's why there is Sudafed and Advil. Illness is just a hazard of the job. I'm just thankful that the baby isn't nearly as miserable as I am. She's just happy and running around. And I have to catch her every 10 minutes to wipe her snot.
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